throwback Wednesday: confrontation

This is an old post just in case.

".... u know abt me, abt wad i am." I said calmly.

"but its not like i tell u in your face, its because you r  my housemate, and you saw bear coming in and out."

"you should know that I don tell ppl that I am... wad i am." I realised tat my voice started to choke.

"and yet, a friend told me someone told a crowd in the bus that Bunny is gay."

"when he asked where did the information come from, your name is mentioned." I could feel the tears accumulating in my eyes.

I looked up the ceiling, determined that my tears will not fall. Bunny you r stronger than this. You have anticipated this since the very beginning.

But tears were fighting to get out.

"oh... ... errr... is it  unrescueble (there was no such word i think, but its meant to be can it be saved?)"?"my housemate replied sheepishly.

"I... you know what, its fine." I bolted out the room, ran into my room.

and started sobbing.

Y did i cry?

I don know... but i do know i will need days to recollect myself.




Wao, y all my popular post are about my sexuality, but i guess it is expected since these are significant events in my digital diary.

I thank all of those who sent their comforting messages on that day. It is really a bit dark
Posted on 14 March 2014

TB wed: COMIC: my first time coming out to a straight guy

post was posted on 30/1/2013

Its my fault for even suggesting tat i am gay. I told him tat my boyfriend got me my rilakkuma, which is true and he kept pestering me. I have a habit of not lying abt my sexuality to ppl (apart from acquaintances), i usually divert the topic with jokes and smiles.

He is a straight guy.

we jz know each other for 4 months. 

GAwd wad did i throw myself into????

But he is exceptionally nice, he said he wont disappoint me. -_-

well, let's see how awkward i can be when i see him tomorrow in lectures. =\

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2014: We r still friends, though we had our ups and downs, the friendship still survives. i think. 

more abt tat nxt time. 

  

Throwback wednesday: You know exams is near when...

Hey guys I figured I would post my old post from my old blog cuz i feel like its such a waste letting them rot in my blog. The order is decided by its page view. Hope you guys dont mind! =D
Post on the 12/11/10 (I know is that old) >.<

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1. You are eating alone as your medic friends have, quoted: no time for food. (they resort to energy bars)

2. Your medic friends who do come end up discussing whether a melted ice cream you left on the table is like a cell that undergoes apoptosis or necrosis.

3. You haven seen most of your medic friends for more than 1.5 weeks.

4. People start referring their butts as "gluteus maximus"

5. Female medic students look more..... unpresentable since they stop applying make-up. and show up with unruly hair and flip flops

6. Your friends who at least care for you wrestle your computer and paper craft box away from you and lock it in their room. (I put up a good fight but i think its kinda impossible to beat two 184cm guys (>_<))

7. There's a weird westerner wearing a bandage with the words "must win!" in Mandarin on her head in the study room

I think i need to buckle up too.

BUNNY would like to thank those who wish me luck in the previous two exams related post~
signing out. XD